I like to find pretty teacups for the Ladies Tea Society. I may never attend one but I can have all the fun of planning just how I want it to be. Source: SHELLEY Blue Iris Queen Anne Cabinet Tea Cup & Saucer – Art Deco
Found this on Etsy today. Nice name for a Ladies Tea Society, if I were starting one.
It Started with John Norman
Originally Posted to Adult BackWash: Saturday March 30, 2002
In the BDSM community I’m what they call a Switch. Depending on my mood or the partner I’m with, I can be Domme or subbie. Overall, I prefer Domme. Its a powerful surge of energy to have a good man while he’s down. But, its nice being a subbie too. Nice to let go and be taken care of. Not something I want to get into a lot, but nice now and then. I’ve never found just the right man for that job.
For me, it all started with John Norman. I’ve never met the man, never wanted to either. Once upon a time I found one of his books left in the living room by my Dad. I was probably 12, had just started having a few very innocent Dr. Kildare fantasies and exploring my body, alone in my bed, with all the lights out. The cover art drew me in. Those perfect, curvaceous bodies, just what every 12 year old female thinks she is supposed to grow into.
I read the back cover, from there I went inside. I only skimmed the pages, reading the scenes that began to thrill me. The capture of the woman and the good parts after that. I didn’t care about Gor, about the male warriors and whatever else filled the rest of the pages of that book. That was the first time I felt sexually excited by something I read.
It seemed something bad, something I should not be reading or even wanting to read. I still have that conflict with my good girl image and my private bad girl fantasies. At times I like having the conflict, it means I haven’t gone over to the “other side”.
That is the root of my questions, my quest or journey. How much sexual lust can a good girl have before she becomes one of the bad girls? Then, is it really ok to have rape fantasies and fantasies of tormenting men, in a fun way. The Domme that is me is definitely not extreme. I like the domestic discipline, teasing torment, mild humiliation variety of play. No doubt someone would read my fantasies and say they are quite extreme, someone else would read them and think they are far too tame, girlish even.
So far the group of BDSM types which has most echoed my own feelings about D/s were The Ladies Tea Society. They really understand that men are to serve their Domme, not the other way around. The Ladies Tea Society has meetings where the ladies dress up, chat, have tea and amuse themselves by tormenting, humiliating the male submissives they bring with them. The men pour and serve tea, now and then one will act as a table for tea cups, plates of cookies, whatever. The men have the original option of being there or not. Once they make that choice they have no options left. There is no torture, just torment and a lot of fun for the women.
So, there you have my introduction. Some of the parts of me. Currently, I have begun with a new online subbie, male. Its very new. I plan to meet him. Right now I’m just enjoying getting to know him. In the past I had one online subbie. I wrote erotica for him. We never met, he lived too far away. He was a great friend and a lot of fun to Dom.